It hurts
When i got the message
and listened to it
i couldnt breath
my hearts pounded
then skipped beats
my eyes turned a deep blue
i started to cry
and ran outside
no words to say
i couldnt speak
thought of you as i wondered
around the streets
i wonder how my hearts still beat
you told me you love me all the time
so i trusted you cause i love you
you broke my hearts
and left me to pick up the pieces
but no not this time
i refuse
i wont pick up the mess you made
feels like i was played
i cant stand the feeling
its all to much
all i wanna do is see the blood
from my wrists when i cutt
wish you could feel what you did to me
i think now how could this be
how could you leave me
with no explination just sorry
how is it that your perfectly ok
an im the one who's speachless
dont know what to say
so much sadness inside
it hurts all the time
its constant
i try so hard to hide it
and so far its working
no one specially you can cant see
the pain you caused me
im going to go on pretending im happy
making like im ok
when really ever moment that passes
kills me slowly
poem by Sandy Vanity
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