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Living With This Pain

It’s cold and the pain never stops. As rain falls it hits my soul. I’m not even in control of my own body. Trying to hold back these tears but nothing works. It seems like I’m not capable of doing anything any more. I’ve tried so hard, but it seems like I don’t succeed. Don’t give up and have faith. But sadly I do. Setting a goal is all I can accomplish, but hurting my loved one is what I graduate in. Sometimes I think why am I even here? I really can’t do anything. No matter what they say; I still feel the same. This pain is starting to grow in deep. Sadly I don’t want it to go away. It gives me a reason to be quiet and to myself. But everyone around me is saying that I’m just full of smiles and joy. Only if they knew what was really wrong with me. Even I can’t tell you that. Still tryin’ to figure myself out. It’s a crazy feeling when you don’t know who you are. Yet the fact you can’t even make the person you want the most smile. Living with this pain...

poem by Rachel Martin
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