I Don't Deserve Forgiveness
Now that I have seen the light
That all that i've done, fought the wrong fight
I can't believe that I was misguided
My own power, and kept me incited
I'm so sorry, if it even matters now
I doubt you'll hear me, why would you, how?
I feel evil and demonic, dont look at me
You don't have to forgive, one who cannot see
Blind no more, and now see true
That I HAD found a way, to actually hurt you
It wasn't before, or during then
It was after, when my demon came in
Please forget me, i don't deserve salvation
What i do deserve, is total damnation
Your hate isn't hate, it's tears of pain
That I had been lost, in the holocaust's rain
You let me go, but didn't intend
To watch me slip, into Hitler's own men
My heritage had killed my kindness
Nazi blood, took away my divineness
Best in the world? Not anymore
My name is now blacker, than any whore
I am sorry, I've earned my slot
In hell's black hole, ruled by the Harlot
Final testimony, my last request
If we're still friends, not here will I rest
poem by Chris Beschutzer Walston
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