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Who Am I? -Cory's Story

I am running all the time
but I'm running down hill;

I am thinking all the time
but clear thinking is foggy to me most times.

I do things sometimes and can't remember what.

I do things sometimes and can't remember why.

I have days I just want not to see no one;
just want to hide.

I think certain days
others are looking at me.

I think certain days
others are better than me.

I don't want to go into certain things in detail-
the detail will hurt,
need to keep it general and light,
not get too heavy in my mind.

Don't want to be like others because I can't.

Don't want to adjust
because it will
make me crazy.

I prefer people think I am dull and lazy
rather than I've tried and failed.

Don't want any one to get to know me too well;
I might be judged.

I have a secret side of me no one knows
that is superior over others.

I run away from feeling down
and tried being happy-
didn't like it;
it didn't work out too well.

What is wrong with me?

I was born in the wrong century
I should be a pirate
and not polite
or effete.

And another thing
I really like being around people
but I don't really like them to talk to me.

poem by Lonnie Hicks
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